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I had a strange dream this morning, woke up from it at 4:30am. I dreamed that it was the first day of class and the teacher handed us a test. It was hard to read the test, for some reason I didn't understand the questions, or even what subject it was for. After an hour of dinking around with it I thought I had finished it. Just as I turned it in, I realized that it wasn't the actual test, it was the test booklet and I needed to fill out the scan tron (but there were no multiple choice or anything). The class was letting out and I had to refill it out hurriedly still not able to read the questions. To top it off when I did it on the scan tron, the lights in the room were shut off and I had to use a tiny flashlight that didn't work well.

It was a strange dream. Still not sure why I dreamt that, but it kind of sucked.

Other than that, life is going fairly well. I have finished an outstanding audit that should have been done by beginning of last September (they finally got their info to me) and I am close to being done with the audit after that, that should have been done in October. Of course I had to pull off Skykomish due to problems there, and I probably wont get to finish that until July or August (or later). I have 7 more workdays at the City of Snohomish, then its time to start the 3 month County audit.

Today I am going up to my parents. We are going to pay for and register for a time for my dad to take his driving test. Don't get me wrong, he has been driving steadily, but hasn't had a valid license for over 20 years due to warrants (a side effect of me growing up with bikers, warrants were fairly common). He is completely legal now and has to take the test to get it back. He will drive my car around (our car is the only completely legal car in the family, everyone else has car problems or no insurance so they are unable to pass the State Trooper's inspection).

Once we have a date settled, I will go back later this week for him to get a little more familiar with the car and to take the test. When he passes, we are going to give him our truck and if need be I will help him get insurance. Unfortunately their health is not good enough to allow them to ride buses. My dad's back is so messed up, as is his breathing, that he can't walk the three blocks to get to the bus stop, let alone ride one.

When I get home today I will finish up my notes for the game tomorrow. Perhaps [livejournal.com profile] ethicalcannibal will feel like running the solo game for me as well. If not, no worries I will just hang out with her. That is my favorite thing to do is just be around her.
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I woke up about 20 minutes ago. I am not sure what causes me to wake up at 2:45 am, especially first night after DST. It was not a horribly bad dream, it had me and [livejournal.com profile] ethicalcannibal wandering some back roads up in Granite Falls. We met some younger people and she started talking to them about old punk bands. Nothing too horrible but I woke up feeling anxiety. It wasn't anything that she said, I wasn't worried about anything she might do, nor worried about anything happening to us (I may be getting a little long in the tooth, but still not intimidated by teens-mid twenties). The only thing I specifically remember being said was one of the people commented we must have liked punk in the '90's and [livejournal.com profile] ethicalcannibal corrected them and said 80's.

Fortunately I think I am starting to get tired again, I just don't understand why I woke up feeling super stressed. I had a great day with my friends gaming, things went well there. I spent the last couple hours before bed hanging with the wife and watching "human sized sperm" special on National Geographic and I went to sleep next to my beautiful wife while she watched Wild Wild West on her laptop. I realize I get anxiety sometimes, I think its a family trait (and probably explains why many in my family do drugs or drink to go to sleep). I am just not sure what to do about it. Its not near the "holidays" when I get the crazy anxiety due to worries. I don't think I am specifically worried about my family, so not sure why I am experiencing anxiety.

I wonder if its partially due to how early my current audit is making me get up. Maybe I am hitting a critical mass of not enough sleep and too much "have to be up extremely early" that my body and mind is freaking out. Or maybe its just my body and mind freaking out because there is something chemically wrong. I am considering options to help sleep, including working out more, maybe a drink, maybe trying to get up later (well after this audit maybe). I will have to work on that for awhile, now that I am feeling a bit more tired, maybe I can go back to sleep now.
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Last night/this morning was a bit surreal. I feel very disorientated and dissassociated. I am sure its because this weekend was so packed. I even tried to stay home yesterday and not do anything, but even with that I don't feel like I had enough time off.

I went to bed at 10pm, it was an attempt to sleep until 6am and get a full 8 hours of sleep. However, I found myself awake at 3:30am and finally got up at 4:15am. So all it did was make me wake up too early. Now I am a bit tired and worn out.  Although last night I had a vivid dream, that I was in medical school (a few years from now, I think I was 43 in the dream). I have a feeling its because me and [livejournal.com profile] ethicalcannibal were reading an article about new medical schools opening. Its funny, if I ever did do something like that, I would go to be in general medicine and go work in either a very rural area, or a very low income area. Either way it wouldn't be a way to get rich, but then again that shouldn't be a reason a person becomes a doctor.

Tonight we are working out at a gym, for the first time since LA Fitness in December 2008(I wonder if I woke up so early because of this as well). We are going into Bally and we have an appointment with a personal trainer (we get a free appointment just for signing up). While I realize they will use this opportunity to sell me on it, we don't have the money for it so I don't have to worry about succumbing to it. However, I think it will be a good way for me and [livejournal.com profile] ethicalcannibal to get back into the swing of it. I am going to start out twice a week (probably Tuesdays and Fridays) but it would be great if I branched it out more. I figure even if we have Dying Light on a Friday, I can work out before we head out.

We got our tax return, even though its very small, its better than when we thought we owed a $1,000. It will go on our credit cards, slowly we are getting out of debt, eventually it will just be our ungodly loans (we haven't even really started on those, they have been mostly in forebearance so we can pay [livejournal.com profile] ethicalcannibal medical bills).

Well, off to work I go.
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Last night I had one of those dreams that lasted the entire night.

It started with [livejournal.com profile] ethicalcannibal and I growing up together. We started hanging around each other at about age 10 (in real life we met and became best friends at 16). We lived in those old house/commune with a few other families. We ended up building a tunnel of cardboard boxes down a large set of stairs.

We knew we would be going out when we got older, and we both were in love with each other. We ended up carving our name in a table that we ate meals at, but the table was in a large garage like area. Then at age 16 she has to go on a trip with her parents. For some reason this worried me a lot. Sadly [livejournal.com profile] ethicalcannibal never came back from this trip. I waited for years and grew up, still waiting for her to come back (like some poor dog waiting for his boss to come home). At some point even [livejournal.com profile] savyono came over and told me he was sorry. Not sure why Savvy wanted to come over and say that, but he did (and your hear was longer buddy, not sure why I noticed that in the dream).

I dreamed about cleaning up that food/garage area a lot. Redoing the floor, and just watching where we had carved our names into the table. Eventually I was a little older then I am now. I knew I had left the commune/house on several trips looking for [livejournal.com profile] ethicalcannibal and never finding her. The saddest thing I had ever done was to start tearing down the box tunnel then, the one we had made when we were 10. It was also a little weird because the tunnel always took weird twists and turns and forever to crawl through to get down to the cafeteria/garage. It had tight areas that a grown man like myself was claustrophobic (there is that claustrophobic thing again). But when I tore down the tunnel it was once again a small set of stairs, about 12-14 steps.

The fact it was smaller then the tunnel bothered me even more, just as I woke up missing [livejournal.com profile] ethicalcannibal.

Once again a strange dream, not sure if it means anything except I am a stalker and have focused on [livejournal.com profile] ethicalcannibal 

Surreal

Dec. 4th, 2009 06:48 am
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I woke up feeling disorientated. I get to go audit the low-income apartment complex I spent most of my childhood in, that is surreal as well. That is because the organization that helps run it received federal grant money to help run it.

In addition I had a strange dream that I was helping Dog the bounty hunter try and find out what was killing people (was some sort of horror dream, but I don't remember now exactly what happened).

Maybe I shouldn't watch multiple episodes of Dog the Bounty Hunter at a time (DONT JUDGE ME!!!).
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Had a dream last night that I wanted to write down.

It started in some large university (I want to say UCLA, but not sure). I was running around registering for classes when I noticed there was something wrong with some of the people. I couldn't really put my finger on it, but they were off.

Proceed to a little while later, I am taking some classes when I notice out of the corner of my eye some strange movement from some people. Between each classes I am trying to keep an eye out for it (without acting like I was). The dream at this point somehow moved to the inside of an aircraft carrier.

I talked with a couple of my co-students and told them to be careful, something was wrong. We went from class, to cafeteria through the hull of an aircraft carrier, while the ship rocked in a storm. This continued for some time, with me still unable to see what was wrong.

Eventually I was somehow back at UCLA, the cloudy light from outside was drifting into a classroom that was watching a movie when I saw out of the corner of my eye what was either 6 tiny wings flicker out of someone's chest, or maybe just 6 folds folds of skin (I couldn't be sure). That's when I realized the majority of people in my class where "wrong". I told one of my friends to get ready, we needed to get out of there.

As we started to leave, one of the "wrong" people got up and wanted to go to the student store with us. We weren't sure how to get rid of him so we let him follow while we got ready to run. On our way down to the student store I knew he knew that I knew (did you follow that? hehe). Eventually I pushed him down and started beating on him. His skin didn't feel right, so I ripped off his skin and there was stuffing inside (cotton batting). Strangely enough I said something about "I am sorry, I just had to see what you really liked". I ripped through the stuffing and found a small plastic robot. I broke it up just as I heard others coming like him, I started to run and thats when I woke up.

Strange dream, not necessarily super scary, more of that "which one isn't human" type dream I guess.
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I had some strange dreams last night yet again. Unfortunately most of them have already left me, but I do remember one.

Me and [livejournal.com profile] imake1tgirl were on some sort of modern airship. We had discovered these jetpack like motorcycle things and I was driving her around in one. They really didn't have any seatbelts and were very tiny so you always felt you like you were going to fall off when flying around. Eventually we landed the one we were on and got into a bigger air vehicle (more like a car).

[livejournal.com profile] imake1tgirl was driving it and had clipped someone else's car. The dream sort of morphed and I was sitting at a house with this young blonde girl telling me that [livejournal.com profile] imake1tgirl had hit her car. I listened to how the blonde supposedly had become a lawyer at age 21, and blah blah blah. I told her we had insurance and that it would be taken care of.

This is about when I noticed I hadn't seen [livejournal.com profile] imake1tgirl for awhile. I began looking for her when this small poodle like dog followed me. Somehow the poodle dog was associated with the blonde, but now that I am awake I couldn't tell you how. We wandered up to an old house and I was getting worried. I hadn't seen my wife for awhile and something about the old house bothered me a lot. I pulled down some shrubs that were growing in front of the main door. I slipped in along with the dog.

There was a rotting door in the living room of this house. I could see the top right corner of the door had decayed away and I could make out a set of stairs going up. Somehow the little dog had gotten on the other side of the door and I was now worried about the dog. That cold hand of stark terror had settled in me. The dog wouldn't listen, and I still couldn't find [livejournal.com profile] imake1tgirl. Eventually I tried to scare the dog to come back by making groaning/moaning scary noises. It seemed to work, the dog was coming back down the stairs.

This is when [livejournal.com profile] imake1tgirl IN REAL LIFE elbowed me, waking me up all the way to tell me I was moaning in my sleep.

I just wish I could remember the earlier dream (or maybe I don't, I do believe it was a "worse" dream).

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I had a couple of dreams last night that were intertwined and rather strange. I don't remember everything but I felt I should write down what I do remember.

The first dream had me as some sort of "Dark Knight" superhero. I spent most of the dream trying to avoid being arrested while stopping the bad guys. It comprised of me going up and down an elevator trying to fool the cops on which floor I was going to. Eventually I ended up on the second floor of this corporate tower. I ran out one of the open windows and onto a ledge that was only about 4 feet from the ground. At this point I saw sage running by laughing at me, she was only wearing her panties and she pulled them down revealing her (really nice) ass. I tripped, stumbled and found myself in a second dream.

The second dream was me flying some sort of space fighter across the surface of the planet. The surface was pock marked with large ponds of lava (that was similar in color to the ground, but I could still distinguish it). I then landed the fighter and found myself on the surface with a remote controlled vehicle that could fire weapons. It was at this point I saw my once again naked wife (no panties this time) running around the ponds distracting me (like she does with video games in real life). All of a sudden my remote controlled vehicle could fire water so I started shooting it at her playfully. She was laughing when I noticed she was running right into a shallow pool of lava. I woke up when she was shin deep in it and realized it wasn't land. - I didn't like the ending of that dream, it woke me up and force me to get up all the way.

That was it.
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Monday:
Went to work, came home and then drove out to Kanaskat-Palmer campsite with [livejournal.com profile] imake1tgirl and [livejournal.com profile] finnegwyn  to look over possible camp sites next year. We liked the site, and contrary to what the reservation rep told us, both adirondacks are still there. It will make a good site next summer (unfortunately can't afford Miller in summer, and Lewis and Clark may be too small by then).

We got home, hung out and went to bed.

Tuesday:
Went to work again, came home and did some calling around. Talked to the Department of Revenue about taxes for Dying Light, then talked to the Secretary of State's office about setting up an LLC. I can't tell you how much it relieved me to get this set up. In fact it is unlikely we will have to pay any state business tax (because the revenue is so small and the credits out there to help small businesses). Of course if we make a profit (wont happen for a couple of years if at all) we will pay Fed taxes, but at least statewise we look pretty good.


A side note, I cannot tell you how much it disgusts me that other Larps use the Boy Scouts and don't declare taxes. They lie to the Boy Scouts about what they are. No matter what they say, they are not Boy Scouts, they don't espouse the ideals of Boy Scouts, nor do they go by the rules. In addition since most Larpers are not heterosexual Christians, they would be kicked out of the normal Boy Scouts to begin with - hmm... I think I feel a rant coming on that I may write up, but I will let it pass.

I then ran a game for [info]imake1tgirland that went well. We relaxed and went to bed, this is when it went awry. I woke up at 3:00am with insomnia and dreams. The dream wasn't bad, I dreamt my parents were investigating a serial killer that struck about 20 years ago. My parents kept asking me how many pills they need to take with them while they investigated, ya it was strange.


I also had pain running through my back. The wife believes it is because the brace  I am wearing is making my body align like its supposed to, so all of the muscles are hurting. I am going to try and get a script for back massages. So I am taking the day off from work today. I will watch some tv, play some Lost Oddessey, and maybe work on DL or BT. Oh, and I have an MRI scheduled for 19:45 tonight.

 

Grrr...

Apr. 27th, 2009 03:43 am
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Fell asleep about 2230, woke up at 0330. I had a strange dream that involved trying to avoid something in a city that was outside a large building (seemed like downtown Seattle), I kept looking through large walls of glass trying to spot something huge and I would scuttle from outside place to outside place around the building. Then all of a sudden I was trying to chase a child down on a super super foggy field (vaguely looked like Hawthorn Elementary School's back field before they built the retirement homes. I almost caught the kid, but not quite. I was bothered I couldn't run as fast as I did when I was 18.

I woke up anxious about how old I was, how out of shape I was, and that I don't have enough time with my wife in this lifetime. All in all it was just a standard anxiety type dream. My first reasoning for all of this is the game we are about to start, but honestly I don't think that is it at all. I am not nervous about our ability to handle it.

Then comes the second reason, the last real food I ate was about 5pm, and I ended the evening around 8pm eating a donut. Hunger/bad food for you is probably the biggest combination. I need to remember to eat better and more often. I am also sure that I haven't worked out in 4 months is another reasoning, I slept way better when I was working out. I don't do a lot physically to make my body tired, so I go to bed only half tired and only sleep 5-6 hours at most. I think the field dream bothered me as well since I know I can't run like I used to, that once again goes back to the anxiety.

On a good note, the Dummy's for weightlifting is filling in the holes I have from working out, will recommence workout routine this week. YAY for getting rid of some of the fat I have accumulated!!!!

Maybe I will try and go back to bed now.

Dreams

Mar. 4th, 2009 06:46 am
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I had a bunch of dreams last night. All were broken up into tiny fragments. The only fragment I really remember is the first dream I woke up at midnight from. My wife [livejournal.com profile] imake1tgirl and I were outside on a suburban street. It was night out and there was a home right up close to the sidewalk (about 10 feet above, one of those homes that you have to walk up steep stairs to get to). Beside the house was what seemed to be a van parked. The van seemed normal size, but there were several people laying in there. 

It looked like their throats were slit, but when I got a closer look, they had stoma's (colostomies) coming out of their throats. My wife turned around and said she had to finish working. I realized she had long hair, down past her shoulders a bit. She sighed and was working on one of the people. She grabbed the stoma and pulled it tight and tied it into a knot. The strange thing is when she pulled it it seemed to make the person not able to breathe (but I think they were breathing fine after she finished the knot). She then moved onto the next person and untiled their stoma that was in a knot. A spray of shit (and I do mean literally shit) shot out everywhere, hitting the house up on the hill, spraying all over [livejournal.com profile] imake1tgirl, and an several feet all around. She then pulled it and tied it tight and went to move on to the next  person. That is when I woke up, and it really bothered me.

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