Grrr...

Apr. 27th, 2009 03:43 am
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Fell asleep about 2230, woke up at 0330. I had a strange dream that involved trying to avoid something in a city that was outside a large building (seemed like downtown Seattle), I kept looking through large walls of glass trying to spot something huge and I would scuttle from outside place to outside place around the building. Then all of a sudden I was trying to chase a child down on a super super foggy field (vaguely looked like Hawthorn Elementary School's back field before they built the retirement homes. I almost caught the kid, but not quite. I was bothered I couldn't run as fast as I did when I was 18.

I woke up anxious about how old I was, how out of shape I was, and that I don't have enough time with my wife in this lifetime. All in all it was just a standard anxiety type dream. My first reasoning for all of this is the game we are about to start, but honestly I don't think that is it at all. I am not nervous about our ability to handle it.

Then comes the second reason, the last real food I ate was about 5pm, and I ended the evening around 8pm eating a donut. Hunger/bad food for you is probably the biggest combination. I need to remember to eat better and more often. I am also sure that I haven't worked out in 4 months is another reasoning, I slept way better when I was working out. I don't do a lot physically to make my body tired, so I go to bed only half tired and only sleep 5-6 hours at most. I think the field dream bothered me as well since I know I can't run like I used to, that once again goes back to the anxiety.

On a good note, the Dummy's for weightlifting is filling in the holes I have from working out, will recommence workout routine this week. YAY for getting rid of some of the fat I have accumulated!!!!

Maybe I will try and go back to bed now.

Date: 2009-04-27 09:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bardon.livejournal.com
"how old I was..."

Oh please, you're in your 30's. You're young! :)

Date: 2009-04-27 10:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bakersgames.livejournal.com
lol I agree, it was a stupid anxiety at night. During the day I am happy where I am at, for some reason last night decided to throw me a curve.

Date: 2009-04-27 10:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bakersgames.livejournal.com
Thinking about it, it wasn't that I was my age that bothered me, for some reason I always worry as my parents and older friends get older. I wonder if I was a bit anxious about them, or maybe I was just crazy last night :)

BTW, they may have Golden Syrup at the Coop, one of the ladies there is going to see if they have it and if they don't, if they can get it.

Date: 2009-04-28 09:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bardon.livejournal.com
Tres cool about the baking supplies, mate! You'll have to let us know how things work out.

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