I have been reluctant to start drawing again. Mostly because I think I suck and its a waste of time. If I had been smart and kept doing it at 18 the last 20 years would have added up to a lot more skill. I think this week I am going to get the supplies I need and just draw, even if it sucks big time. I am tired of not doing the things I am interested in because I think I am either bad at it, or not worthy.
I think I am going to spend the money I have saved up to buy
ethicalcannibal and myself a scanner. Then we can buy a wacom tablet. I hadn't realized that tablets for drawing on computers were cross platform compatible. I thought that none of them worked for mac. I was wrong, so going to pick one up of those for the wife and I (two if we both end up using it) probably after next paycheck.
Other than that, today I am heading up to Arlington to check out my next audit site (City of Arlington), I may also stop by the graveyard. My grandparents (on father's side) and the rest of his side of the family is buried there, along with my little brother who was stillborn (John Bradley Jr.). I haven't been there in 20 years, I should see if he ever got a proper headstone and if not look into buying one.
I think I am going to spend the money I have saved up to buy
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Other than that, today I am heading up to Arlington to check out my next audit site (City of Arlington), I may also stop by the graveyard. My grandparents (on father's side) and the rest of his side of the family is buried there, along with my little brother who was stillborn (John Bradley Jr.). I haven't been there in 20 years, I should see if he ever got a proper headstone and if not look into buying one.