Night #2 now Morning

[worldoflucky]

Been working since about 5am. The only thing that stopped my anxiety was reading the book that ethicalcannibal made me a few years ago. She compiled a book full of small things she drew and made. Its filled with how much she loves me and how important I am to her.

Other than her holding me, sometimes that's the only thing that makes the roar of everything slow down and makes it so I can breathe. I am pretty sure no matter how much I learn with the new therapist (never done that before, will post about that later), she is the only thing that makes the world stop spinning too fast and makes some of the thoughts stop.

I love you ethicalcannibal more than anything else in the world. You would only have to ask (or even just nod) and I would burn the world for you.

Oh, I am going to cancel the late afternoon meeting, I  think I  am going to come home early.

Comments

[jesse-dylan.livejournal.com]

I'm so glad you two have each other.

I've got a friend that has panic attacks. For some reason, I am not as tolerant with her as I should be. This reminded me to love her and not get so "fixy" with her.

[bardon.livejournal.com]

All together now: "D'awwwww!" :)

Seriously though, you two were clearly made for each other. It's good to see!

[bardon.livejournal.com]

Addendum: Please give us at least an hour's warning if you choose to burn the world for her, so that we can be prepared. :)