More Structure

Its funny how life works. I have noticed lately that even though I am not working too huge of an amount of hours of work, I don't seem to ever do things I want to do. I seem to spin my wheels constantly, with not much progress in new hobbies, reading, etc. I spend a ton of time on the computer doing nothing. Its not even that I am writing, or doing journal entries, just surfing the same areas over and over.

Oh, when I say nothing, I don't mean I spend too much time playing video games. I actually don't play that much and playing video games is one of the things I would like to do more of. I seem to websurf the same websites every few minutes. I realize this is a bizarre thing, as nothing really changes that much in a few minutes.

I think I am going to start answering emails/websurfing randomly on a more limited basis. I am thinking I might check in the morning once, then at night once. The remaining time I would like to work on more of our games, work on new projects (I really do want to learn to play the violin), this doesn't even count the fact I will probably be entering graduate school as soon as possible. Hell, I would settle for playing video games (although I don't plan on filling all my time with video games). I have started on this by not really watching normal tv. There are shows I watch, but I generally find them online and watch them when I want. When our contract is over next December, we are going to cut our cable completely, I think that will help.

This is just me, exhausted and inanely rambling. I will ramble more tomorrow.